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A music blog by Mark Nishimura

Singer-songwriter Bad Heart performs ballads of aloneness and loneliness, keeping the ghosts of the no-no boys and Sleepy John Estes in his throat and more than a few card tricks up his sleeve. Originally from San Francisco, he currently is absorbing the city lights of Hollywood.

M-A-N

“Good artists borrow, but great ones steal.”

– author unknown

“The name is McKinley Morganfield, nicknamed ‘Muddy Waters.’ I stole from all the guitar pickers.”

– Muddy Waters to Alan Lomax, summer 1941.

Back in 1941 in a Mississippi Delta plantation, tractor driver McKinley Morganfield spotted a young white man coming towards him. He thought the stranger was a tax collector; instead the visitor turned out to be folklorist Alan Lomax, who wanted to record Morganfield for the Library of Congress. What came about was the first recordings of the artist better known as Muddy Waters, who would later abandoned the acoustic blues he played in juke joints of Mississippi and plugged in his Gibson for the noisier Chicago bars, starting what would be known as the Chicago blues.

Forty years later and thousands of miles away, I was going to Sacramento’s Rio Americano High School, your average middle-class suburban high school attended mostly by white kids, though there were a couple of black kids and a handful of Asian Pacific American kids, including yours truly. The school’s student-run radio station could only be heard as far as the parking lot and would often pump out music on the front lawn during lunch breaks. The student deejays played nothing but the day’s hit-makers – Culture Club, The Fixx, Taco, Wham, Quarterflash, a-ha, etc. You get the picture.

First of all, before I get chastised by all those ‘80s pop music-obsessed freaks, I want to state that I don’t hate all ‘80s pop songs. Some of them are pretty damn catchy. But when you hear the same goddamn songs 200 times every weekday between 12 to 1 p.m., well you feel like you’re stuck in a bad John Hughes flick (then again, are there any good John Hughes flicks?).

So during my sophomore year, I was fed up. I had my share of the “Pac-Man Fever” and “Let’s Hear It for the Boy” bullshit. I headed down to Tower Records to look for something different, and for some reason the name Muddy Waters popped up in my head. At the time, all I knew about the guy was that he wrote the song “Rollin’ Stone,” whose title christened both a rock group and a magazine and inspired a Bob Dylan hit. I picked up a cassette tape of Muddy’s “Hard Again,” produced by blues guitarist Johnny Winters.

I put the tape in the car stereo. The first song was “Mannish Boy,” which Muddy first recorded in 1955 and was actually a rewrite of another song by fellow Chicagoan Bo Diddley. With a booming voice, Muddy growls a soulful vocal warm-up calls with Winters responding. Then Muddy screams out, “Woo!” and the band kicks in with that famous five-note riff – bum-ba-bum ba-bum! And for over five minutes and just one chord, Muddy hit my gut like moonshine. He’s the M-A-N!

After wearing down that tape, as well as my tape deck, I went back to Towers and bought records by the many artists from whom Muddy had “stolen” – Robert Johnson, Son House, Charley Patton, Lead Belly, Big Bill Broonzy – all those old “race records.” Then I purchased a bunch of old Chess Records LPs by Muddy’s contemporaries – Howlin’ Wolf, John Lee Hooker, Etta James, Koko Taylor, Sonny Boy Williamson, Buddy Guy, Willie Dixon. From there, I explored R&B, then jazz, then world music, then bluegrass, country, classical music, traditional ballads, gospels, experimental music, avant-garde – and the journey still continues.

Mr. Morganfield guided me through music and inspired me to become a musician myself.

So what song changed your life?

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Ah yes, Muddy Waters!

Many songs have changed my life, I think I have a song that can fit every moment of my life. There has always been a song that has captured the emotion surging through me at the time, or a song that is linked to a memory.

Iron and Wine- The Trapeze Swinger, this song sticks with me. I lost a friend a couple years ago and I had come across this song a few weeks before he passed away.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8aPyBr-_S0

Ah yes, Iron and Wine :)

Gentlemen’s code

I knocked on a friend’s door. It took him a long while to answer. But when he did, I could read the whole story on his face. See, I heard through the grapevine that he was dumped by his girlfriend a week earlier. A loud creak erupted as the door opened. But that creak wasn’t coming from the hinges; it was coming from his heart. I didn’t even say hi. All I said was, “Come on, I’ll buy you a drink.”

At the dive around the corner, amid the smoke, the chatty Koreans and the din of the Cal game on the tube, we saddled up to the bar and talked for hours, about the two wars going on, about the dwindling economy, about the Giants’ lousy pitching, about the latest Bruce Springsteen CD, about the last election … We talked about everything but his breakup. It wasn’t in the code to talk about that.

“What code?” asked a young barista, to whom I was telling this tale. “You know,” I said. “The gentlemen’s code.” She gave me a look. “What the fuck are you talking about? What gentlemen’s code?”

I should have known better. Anytime I mention this code to women, they always give me the same look. Of course every guy knows, or should know, about the code, right? Though as I grow older, I find fewer and fewer men following it.

Some guys learned it from the Boy Scouts or Catholic school, but it really comes from the days of King Arthur’s Court and was noted in the Virginia Military Institute back in the 1890s. Of course I learned about the code from listening to a Frank Sinatra song – “One For My Baby (One More For the Road),” written by Johnny Mercer and Harold Arlen.

Ol’ Blue Eyes walks into an empty bar. It’s almost closing time, but what does it matter? He’s been soaking in alcohol all day, and the bar is along the way, the “long, so long” way, destination unknown. A self-proclaimed poet, he begins to tell Joe the Bartender about a “brief episode” that just ended. But he never gets around telling the story. He never mentions what happened or where his gal may be. He says he has “a lot of things I like to say,” but he holds back. “You got to be true to your code,” he explains. He just listens to the “easy and sad” music coming from the jukebox and orders “one for my baby, and one more for the road.” No matter how bad he feels, Frank doesn’t unload his burdens, in respect to his ex (a gentleman never discusses his affairs publicly nor demeans a lady) and to Joe (a gentleman always treats people, no matter who they are, with courtesy). Of course the code also demands that a gentleman limits his alcohol intake, but hey, it’s Frank. Let him drink.

And that, my friends, is the gentlemen’s code.

“This torch that I found/it’s got to be drowned/or it just might explode/so make it one for my baby/and one more for the road …”

So is there a code or a rule that you follow?

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Sympathy first, questions later…and advice only when requested ;)

Truer words have never been written, Lisa :)

Townes

“Townes Van Zandt is the best songwriter in the whole world and I’ll stand on Bob Dylan’s coffee table in my cowboy boots and say that.”

– Steve Earle

“I’ve met Bob Dylan’s bodyguards and if Steve Earle thinks he can stand on Bob Dylan’s coffee table, he’s sadly mistaken.”

– Townes Van Zandt

Last year, the ghost of Townes Van Zandt followed me around.

In December, at a farewell party for writer Hilde Jaegtnes (about whom I should write a blog), Ryan Fuller of Fort King was plunking a familiar song on a beat-up guitar. The tune caught my ear and it took me only a couple of seconds to recognize the melody. I jumped in and joined Ryan in singing Townes’s “Flying Shoes.” Immediately afterwards, we warbled through “Pancho and Lefty” and “White Freightliner Blues,” and just then everything seemed right – a wild stormy night in the middle of Los Angeles, at a sweet dear friend’s so-long soiree, I’m drinking Champaign and singing Townes Van Zandt’s songs.

Three months earlier, I caught Steve Earle at the Troubadour; he was promoting his latest CD, “Townes,” a tribute to his songwriting mentor. As for Earle’s said Bob Dylan remark, I have to concur. Like most songwriters, I believe Dylan is the greatest living American poet. But every time I hear a Van Zandt song, that Texas Troubadour kicks Dylan off the top of the list – at least for a few months or so.

Townes Van Zandt had created some of the most heartbreaking songs of all time (“Waiting ‘Round to Die,” “Tecumseh Valley,” “Marie,” “Poncho and Lefty”). His lyrics are one-part St. John of the Cross, one-part Charles Bukowski – “Every cruel day had its nightfall” (“Rake”); “Won’t you lend your lungs to me? Mine are collapsing” (“Lungs”); “Everything is not enough, and nothing is too much to bear” (“To Live Is to Fly”); “She’s a sight to see, and a treasure for the poor to find” (“If I Needed You”); “You’re going to drown tomorrow if you cry too many tears for yesterday” (“Only Him or Me”). You get the picture.

He once said that his influences were poet Robert Frost and bluesman Lightnin’ Hopkins. But I think Townes is closer to Hank Williams, for his voice breaks in the right spots, just like Hank’s did. Van Zandt and Williams had a lot in common: They both suffocated their demons with booze, drugs and the dust from the road. They also both died on a New Year’s Day. While Williams passed away in the back seat of a Cadillac on his way to the next gig, Van Zandt died forty-four years later, in 1997, resting uncomfortably on his bed in Tennessee.

So I’m putting on my cowboy boots. Where is Dylan’s coffee table?

“Tell my baby I said so long/Tell my mother I did no wrong/Tell my brother to watch his own/Tell my friends to mourn me none.”

– Townes Van Zandt

So what ghosts have followed you around?

Below: The best scene from James Szalapski’s brilliant documentary, “Heartworn Highway,” featuring Townes Van Zandt and “Uncle” Seymour Washington.

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I mean, can you believe this was the first song he ever wrote? This is probably one of my all-time favorite documentaries. I cry every time I see this scene. Second best scene in the film is everyone sitting around the dinner table at Christmastime watching a super young Steve Earle play the guitar. Unreal to have hung out with that crowd back in the day.

Townes remains the best songwriter and there’s no one in sight to topple him — well, maybe Gillian Welch.

God, Heidi, that Christmastime scene at Guy and Susanna Clark’s dinner table in the film is incredible. Makes me want to hold a hootenanny on Christmas. :)

Okay…I’m just a girl from Southern California, so indulge me. WTH is a hootenanny?

(Love the post, by the way :) )

there is nobody like townes. ‘marie’ is just a heartbreaker, and the scene you have downloaded from ‘heartworn highways’ is one of the most emotional ever committed to film. holy cow. and yes, williams died like a dog in the back of his car in norhteast ohio, but i thought van zandt went the way of elvis; on the commode. not making a joke, just what i read. but a tragic and early departing for sure. great blog. and lisa, you have been to a hootenanny at dave’s when all of us have jammed. or the topanga banjo fiddle contest when we’ve gathered on the porch.

I suddenly got the urge to spin some Lightnin’ on the turntable~

“Star Time”

“Sometimes I dance/Sometimes I clown/But you can bet/You haven’t seen nothing yet/’Til you see me do/The James Brown!”

– James Brown, “There Was a Time”

It was on Christmas Day 2006 when James Brown — “Butane” James, the Godfather of Soul, the Hardest Working Man in Show Business, Mr. Dynamite, the Amazing Mr. “Please Please Please” himself, Soul Brother No. 1 – passed away in his home town of Georgia.

It was on one September day thirteen years ago when I had a chance meeting with the man in San Francisco. That day, I was getting over this horrible flu. I spent the whole morning sleeping, and I finally crawled out of bed around 1 p.m. Longing to get some fresh air, I walked to the bus stop, jumped on the California 1, and let Fate tell me where to go.

The bus dropped me off near the Grace Cathedral up on Nob Hill. I’ve never been in the cathedral before, so I decided to see what she’s all about. I saw the stained glass windows, walked the labyrinth, meditated in front of Keith Haring’s statue, “The Life of Christ.”

Before heading out of there, I needed to use the bathroom, but the facilities were all locked up. So I hurried across the park to the Fairmont Hotel. I walked through the hotel’s lobby and entered the men’s room. As I was standing in front of the urinal, I caught a bit of conversation from the two fellows pissing behind me. They were talking about dancing. I figured one was a dancer and the other was interested in dancing.

As the two guys walked over the sink to wash their hands, I finished my business, flushed the toilet, zipped up my fly, and turned to see a 50ish, bald white guy talking to the one and only James Brown. You could easily tell it was “Butane” James — that nicely pressed suit, that solid black hair, that face as black as midnight, and that big Cheshire Cat smile.

I shouted out loud, “OH MY GOD, IT’S JAMES BROWN!” The Godfather turned to me, smiled, nodded and winked. He finished up his conversation with Baldy and took off.
Still stunned, I asked the bald man, “Oh my god, was that James Brown?”

“Yeah,” said Baldy. “You know, I was pissing here and he came in next to me. When I spotted him, I said, ‘Hey, I like your dance moves. How can you do that at your age?’ And he said, ‘How can I dance at my age? I’ll tell you how. It’s because I never played sports in my life. No football, no baseball, no nothing. So if you want to dance like James Brown, don’t play any sports.’”

After I heard that, I jetted out of the bathroom, hoping to catch the Godfather and see if he could pass on some words of wisdom to me. I walked down the lobby hall, and there he was in the gift shop, flirting with two young cashiers. I smiled, whispered “aw screw it” to myself, and walked away.

Now in San Francisco, I’ve seen Sharon Stone down on Fillmore Street (she looks like every other blonde on Fillmore), Robin Williams in Green Apple Bookstore, and the great poet Lawrence Ferlinghetti in North Beach (hell, he owns the whole place!). But I’ve never met anyone like James Brown.

If I encounter all the kings and queens in the world, even if God came down to earth, I would probably muster out an unenthusiastic “hi” or something. But with James Brown, I was near speechless, like a bumbling idiot.

Why? Just listen to the double-timed “Think” from his first Live at the Apollo (the best live document of any performer ever recorded) or the nine-minute call-and-response version of “There Was a Time” from his Live at the Apollo, Vol. 2 and see if your hips don’t move. I swear, the second the drumstick hits the snare, you’ll be dancing as if you never played sports in your life.

“You gotta live for yourself/Yourself and nobody else!”

So who was the most famous person you’ve ever met?

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I can relate to every word you have written, I have met Robin Williams in SF as well and many others.
Grace Cathedral is breathtaking, and what a chance encounter with James Brown!
The city holds such moments, but to meet James Brown in such an unexpected way and the words he said to you.
Very cool!

G-L-O-R-I-A

You can throw a guitar off a cliff, and as it bounces off rocks on the way down, it will, all by itself, play “Gloria.”

– Dave Barry

I was blasting Patti Smith’s Horses in the car. The first track: “Gloria.” This was the very first version of “Gloria” I have ever heard.

Okay, that’s not true. It sounded cool to say that.

No, the first “Gloria” I heard was probably the first one almost all Americans heard – the 1965 single recorded by the Chicago blues-rock band Shadows of Knight. But of course that single was not even the first recording. No, it was originally recorded a year earlier by Van Morrison and Them. Van the Man wrote the song when he was an 18-year-old singer somewhere in Germany for his bar band, the Monarch. It began as a blues exercise that he and his bandmates would extend for about 15 minutes. Then it shrunk down to a two-and-a-half-minute single – three chords, chugging away like a train picking up steam, as the singer gutturally talks about his five-foot, four-inch girlfriend who comes to his house around midnight. This femme fatale discreetly knocks on his door, enters his room, and makes him feel “alright,” leaving him helpless, hopelessly moaning her name, first by spelling it out, then by chanting it over and over again. Now that’s some girl.

There have been countless garage bands, rock stars, and punks who have followed what the ol’ Monarchs did with this song – jamming for several minutes, revealing every dirty little thought that has been brewing in their adolescent minds. Hell, even Jimi Hendrix and Jim Morrison have their versions out there – 10-plus-minute workouts of noise, swank, and carnal knowledge – but frankly I think all those versions suck.

No, there’s only one version worthy of this perverted extension, and that’s Patti Smith’s invocation, her “In Excelsis Deo” as she called it. This is a Catholic girl’s experimentation with lesbian lust, starting with the blasphemous “Jesus died for somebody’s sins, but not mine,” followed by the narrator’s stroll into this boring party, then a vision of this “sweet young thing,” leaning and humping on the parking meter outside the window. And the outsider’s name is … well you know what it is.

The tower bells chime in Patti’s heart. It’s midnight. Time to take that big plunge.

So what was the last song you blasted in your car?

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Wow…this post did what all great writing is supposed to do…taught me something new, got my heart racing, made me want to read it (and watch the video again) in case I had missed something, and got me thinking about sex. Oh…wait a minute, I guess all writing is not supposed to get you thinking about sex, is it?

It also made me long for my old T-bird and driving up PCH with the top down, the wind blowing in my hair, and something blasting on the stereo. It’s been far too long…but summer is here my friend…thanks for reminding me in such a visceral way.

I must admit, embarrasingly, that I am not very familiar with Patti Smith’s version of GLORIA. I rather love the original but being a Doors fan I was quite taken my Morrison’s version, (Ohhhh boyyy) of the chicago blues-band timeless hit.

Being the owner of a Ford Windstar minivan I do what I can not to draw too much attention to myself. Yes it’s a 5-star-crash-test rated vehicle, which is why I purchased it…safety first. That said, it’s been a while since I’ve turned up a song that’s worthy enough to go beyond a decible level that will satisfy an outdoor arena.

If I were to be “cruising” along PCH or any open highway in a muscle car say doing 90 mph then Rush’s Red Barchetta comes to mind. I do love a bit of rock n roll with my well weathered leather, hot metal and oil~

Sun light on chrome, the blur of the landscape…every nerve aware!!

peace~

Rosendo

The Drinks Are On Me…

My friend Cassie once commented that my writings resemble our happy-hour get-togethers. What a sweet thing to say. She’s a great drinking buddy, by the way. Mid-twenties with an angelic face and a slender body, she can drink anyone under the table. Believe me. I lost many battles trying to keep up with her countless Maker’s Marks.

But I digress. I have the tendency to digress quite a bit. Though I take many side roads, I still end up on the same path, on my way chasing a muse. I’ve been a singer-songwriter for close to 10 years now, composing over 75 ballads, country waltzes, blues shouters, rockabilly, punk, jazz, pop, and so on. The focus of these blogs will be about muses, inspirations of my art, reasons for my existence. Sure, I’ll stray off and talk about a bar I once frequented or a film I caught in a matinee. But I’ll always return back to my true love – music.

I appreciate the Whole 9 crew for allowing me to share my thoughts with you. So pull up a stool. The drinks are on me. All you have to do is answer one question: So what inspires you?

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I have just one thing to say…welcome! And let me tell you — no one is happier than me to get this first post up! May it be the first of many…as well as the last one I post!

Thank you and your staff so much for the hard work. I’m sure it will get less frustrating as it goes along ;-)

Music and muses and drinks?
Haha, count me in.

You know it is tough to say one thing that inspires me, the world around me is always a source of inspiration, looking out the window on a long drive, feeling the breeze on a warm day now that I think of it it is the little things in life that inspire me.

Save me a stool…I’m just feeding the jukebox~

Creative people inspire me. I see and experience so much throughout the course of a day but when someone creates something that moves me to either tears or just a evokes a feeling that get’s my creative juices flowing, I just feel the need to follow along~

I’m always opening my eyes, ears and heart to new things~

peace~
R~

Colors inspire me. I have always loved colors—the play against each other or alone. To me everything creative is color–art, music, dance etc. Also, bagpipes, beaches and The Grateful Dead inspire me.